Forgotten

The intention of this blog is for me to revisit the days when micro blogging was not yet around and I was able to write what I think without just writing snippets of it. But looking at it now... it's been 5 months since I have started this blog and it's in a sorry state. Only three entries and those three were written on just the first week of this blog - after that... no entries were posted.

Obsiously, the goal was not achieved.

I don't know why it happens. I don't blame it on lack of time because truthfully, I have enough time to write whatever. It's just that sometimes writing something long is such a bore. Before, I was really happy with writing - but now... I don't know. With the birth of all the microblogging sites - status-like updates are now the ones in. It's really sad but it's the reality. Gone are the golden days of blogging - hello micro blogging era. Sure, I'm years late in stating the fact but who cares.

I tried to read the entries that I've written before and it surprised me to read them because I didn't know I can write such strong entries. I felt good and bad when reading them. Good because I get to reminisce what I was experiencing back then. Bad - because I know I haven't written in a long time. I just stopped writing and it makes me sad.

I want to make a promise to write again - but it's hard when you're immersed in a new world. Though you want to write - there's this something that's stopping you. And it sucks.

There are so many things in my mind right now. Things that I want to write. Things that in the future - I want to read and revisit. It might make me laugh remembering how awful or immature I was or maybe it can make me laugh because I remember how fun it was. It might make me realize the lessons that I have learned from the experiences that I've had before so that I'll know what to do when it happens again.

I seriously miss the feeling of writing anything under the sun. Tough microblogging is fun - it's still very different. I still have half of the year to make this blog alive. Hopefully, I can do it - to update the blog regularly.

After all - as this blog's title suggests - this is the Year of Me. Year of going back and making things happen. Again.