End of a Decade. End of a Chapter.

Another year ends. 2009 is no more.

But thinking about it, it's just not a year that has ended - but a decade. The first decade of the new millenium has come to a close. And it's just now that I've come to known that the first decade of the millenium is called the Noughties - from the root word 'nought' which I think means zero. Surely, those in the field sciences knows this - those elements with the subscript of zero are most often called 'not' or 'nought'.

Anyways, looking back, so many things have happened in the Noughties all around the world - and if I try to reminisce everything, I won't be able to finish this entry until forever. There are so many decade end countdowns and best-of lists all over the cyberspace and you can just look at them.

Personally, the Noughties is very important to me. If you ask me, I have little recall of the 90's since I was just a little kid back then. But this decade is different - I started this decade as someone who's just entering adolescence - and we all know that it's the start of finding out new things. And from 2000-2009, I can safely say that I have recall on what's has happenedunlike the 90's. It feels weird looking back. So many things have changed and I don't even know where to start. Don't worry, I'm in no mood to discuss everything that has happened or even discuss the major events in my life for the past decade. Hahaha. However, there's one thing that I can say is a highlight of the decade for me.

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It's That Time Again

... for a year-ender meme :P

Since I'm too lazy to write a year-ender or to make a collage... here's a very common Year-ender meme :p

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Rebirth. Revival.

And yet again... another new blog.

Eversince I've devided to write my thoughts in the web, I've created countless of blog accounts. From myspace, to friendster, to blogspot and livejournal... I have lost track of the number of online journals where my thoughts are written. Of course, most of those other blogs were short lived and only a few of my blogs have had many entries that I considered as my 'real' blogs. Some of blogs that I made just served its purpose for a short time - depending on what I feel or what 'phase' I am going through. And of course, I leave the those blogs after the 'phase' is over.

I remember starting my blog as a personal journal and that no one but me knows that it exists. After a while, I finally let other people know that I have an online journal. Back before I started to go public, since I know that I'm the only one reading it, I really wrote what I feel. But after I've gone public, unknowingly, I seemed to have filtered what I write. Sometimes, I just write whatever is appropriate and what other people would like to read - and frankly, for the main purpose why I started my blog, it's really stupid. I maintain blogs and write my entries as an outlet. And back then, I was such an emotional and angsty teenager and yet when I write my entries, it is more often that I tone down my writings because I know that many people read it. I was cautious taht I might step into other people. But though that's the case, I've had my private blogs on which I really wrote what I felt - those things that I want to express but I don't like people to know. I have two private blogs - the other one is strictly private (dark kemikulz) but the other one is actually public... it's just that people doesn't know that it exists.

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