What I hate is when people lie straight to my face. I can't help but feel mad. I know that it is shallow and it stupid but I can;t help the way I feel. There are just some things that I can't accept.
Right now, I'm really pissed. You can tell me the truth. Don't say something and then you do something else then I learn about it. I'd rather get hurt because of the truth than knowing that you played me. Screw that.
Well, maybe you did not think of that when you said those words to me. Yeah... maybe you really don't care. Doesn't matter when I'll know the truth eventually - you just didn't think of me. Maybe I was just a fleeting thought.
This sucks. I don't like the way I'm feeling towards you know. Honestly, I'm confused. I'm doing this and that - and you just don't care. Maybe I'm just not making myself clear on these things that I do. I don't know. I really think that it's not worth it... you're not worth it. But still I'm here for some fucked up reason that I can't understand.
Screw emotions. Screw these feelings. If this can easily be shut off - I'd have done it. Seriously... it's not worth it.
Seriously... you're not worth any of these things that I am feeling.
I want this to be over. I want what I feel to be gone.
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